Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold him when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left him when I found him
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Avenge sevenfold - Dear God
This Avenge Sevenfold is really really "galau". Having Ex-bf, this is the first for me. It isn't easy for me, as a amateur in love matter. Having him is good, together with him is nice, break with him is full with the tears. You should know this feeling, There is a time when we miss him, wanna hear his voice, wanna to hold his hand, but in other time, we got that he is nothing, really really nothing.
After I got cut with my former bf, all song that telling about ex started to take my intention. I marked the statement that really related to my feeling, such as
"There's nothing to do with you!"
or
"I'm better off without you!"
"He's just a trouble!"
"You're such a mess!"
Then I'm trying to think, why do it hurt? Why I prefer to listen the sad and cruel song for describing my heart? Could it be more making sense? Our first introduction is good, our first date is nice, so why break up just make the heart hurt, hurt and hurt.
Girls are really complicating. They are trying to take the attention the man with some trouble. They make a mess, make stupid statement, etc. Although they just want to say, I miss you and want to get your attention right now.
"Can we start over again?"
"What if I had never say good bye?"
Having an Ex is a good lesson. You'll never know how much you into someone until you lose him. You'll never know how to keep the relationship until you break the relationship by yourself. You'll never see other side, other world, other man :-p
and other chance until you get hurt by this. So, say thank you to your ex, has been a good teacher in this life.
Life is full of CHances, you should take CHallenge, and it is not late to CHange.
-Friska Siallagan-
