Ga terasa usiaku udah 25 tahun aja. Ternyata saya sudah tua juga 😁. Menjadi tua itu tidak berasa, setidaknya di dalam hidup saya. Dan sukses jadi bulan-bulanan pertanyaan, "kapan married? Kapan married? Kapan lagi? "
" Emangnya nikah segampang kamu nanya?"
"Lha, temanmu tuh dah pada married kan?"
"Iya, bahkan adikku juga sudah menikah. "
The end of questions.
Saya tau banyak yang harus dipikirkan. Usia udah segitu, kapan lagi punya anak, nanti anak masih kecil tapi orangtuanya sudah tua (tua melulu). Ga usah tunda-tunda, kata mereka.
Siapa yang nunda, orang belum ada rencana. Bahkan resolusi tahun baru kemarin saya tidak ada rencana menikah. Entahlah, apa saat ini saya masih normal atau tidak, hah. 😁
Sering begadang dan lebih banyak nongkrong di tempat kerja. Jarang ibadah, sering makan diluar, laundry pakaian dan ga pernah olahraga. Rutinitas yang seharusnya orang dewasa hindari ya. Wanita dewasa itu mungkin harusnya belajar masak masakan baru, berburu kebaya, hidup disiplin biar nanti calon mertua senang.
I've felt sick about this habit, but it keep coming make me hardly to change. I abandon all the good words.
Kadang yang penting sudah transfer ke keluarga tiap bulan, sisanya having fun, belajar jadi translator dan coba belajar bahasa baru, bahasa korea, hah😁 Dan saya sudah merasa produktif dengan hal itu.
Menikah juga harus dengan calon yamg pas. Calon yang sekarang, hmm...
I've been with mybf for almost 4 years. He's good and treats me like a queen. We do always fighting but its not for long. Ive never cheated on him, and so did him. Its good but i am bored.
I need a new story.
Let me imagine first.
So oneday, I take a translator certificate in UI. Then I work as a translator, as a freelance, of course, and enjoy my new life in the capital city of Indonesia. I would ignore my bf and we dont keep in touch anymore. I will miss him, of course, and keep our photograph in my room.
Then there will be a new guy. He smiles to me, and ask me to a dinner 😀. He wants to know me More. And I dont know what to do, welcoming or ignoring him. Then unfortunately, "the bf" appears in front of us. He ask me to marry him, and he already prepared everything. He already told his parent that I am the right girl He have to marry with. I will be so confuse of choosing one of them. 😁😁😁
Nice story.
Only in my dream.
