One of my housemates is a moody person. She could be cheerful but then ignore you in next day. She would tag you on the facebook post showing how close we are as a housemate then just slammed her room door with i-dont-have-no-any-idea-reason. She yells when something irritates her and just smile when she does something wrong. Im tired with that and decided to ignore her back when she ignored me. I sometimes say sorry to her whether something has already bothered her, but now I just act she is as nobody. I just greet her formally and dont join with her friends when they are gathering in the livingroom. I wished we could be back like several week ago, playing ludo together, cooking big meal and ordering food online at the night late but I can't turn my ego down to speak casually. And here we are, like some strangers live under the same roof.
Maybe it is because I am an introvert person. If I were an outgoing person, it couldnt happen. But it is still confusing. I like being alone, more productive when I am alone, but I really hate for being lonely. I ignore my friends while I am busy, and it is really hard for me to invite my friend when I need to go hang out. Perhaps this is an answer why I cant break with my bf. I am scared to be lonely, such a title of a song 😀
The second possible reason is that I never spend my sparetime at home anymore. On freeday, I prefer to stay for several hours to study in cafe with the bf. My housemate once complained to me, said I am not in the house often. I arrive at home at 10 pm, when they already slept, and I leave house around 9 am. Sounds like I am pretty busy.
I have told this to my collegue and asked for some advice. She must to be an objective person since she doesnt know about my housemates. She adviced me for moving fron the house. Is it okay for moving? Or perhaps I am the one who need turn down my ego and try to understand other? I dont know yet but I am still hate going home.
Maybe it is because I am an introvert person. If I were an outgoing person, it couldnt happen. But it is still confusing. I like being alone, more productive when I am alone, but I really hate for being lonely. I ignore my friends while I am busy, and it is really hard for me to invite my friend when I need to go hang out. Perhaps this is an answer why I cant break with my bf. I am scared to be lonely, such a title of a song 😀
The second possible reason is that I never spend my sparetime at home anymore. On freeday, I prefer to stay for several hours to study in cafe with the bf. My housemate once complained to me, said I am not in the house often. I arrive at home at 10 pm, when they already slept, and I leave house around 9 am. Sounds like I am pretty busy.
I have told this to my collegue and asked for some advice. She must to be an objective person since she doesnt know about my housemates. She adviced me for moving fron the house. Is it okay for moving? Or perhaps I am the one who need turn down my ego and try to understand other? I dont know yet but I am still hate going home.
