Selasa, 18 Desember 2018

one special piece

My Dad's brother went to the ICU Room. 

I cant describe how awful is my feeling. He is the closest person to my dad and the second father for my youngest brother, Justin. 


The family whatsapp group has been so busy. Relatives keep asking about the recent condition and the photos of my poor Pak tua make my heart in pain. I pray to God for his health. I wish he can be better soon. I call my dad and he could make my heart feel relax. He is telling me there are too many people in the hospital, and it looks like a market. My dad such a healer in mind.


Listening the song of Calum Scott - No matter what. The song tell us about how our parents love us very much. 



When I was a young boy I was scared of growing up
I didn’t understand it but I was terrified of love
Felt like I had to choose but it was outta my control
I needed to be saved, I was going crazy on my own
Took me years to tell my mother, I expected the worst
I gathered all the courage in the world

She said, "I love you no matter what
I just want you to be happy and always be who you are"
She wrapped her arms around me
Said, "Don’t try to be what you’re not
'Cause I love you no matter what"
She loves me no matter what

I got a little older wishing all my time away
Riding on the pavement, every sunny day was grey
I trusted in my friends then all my world came crashing down
I wish I never said a thing 'cause to them I’m a stranger now

I ran home I saw my mother, it was written on my face
Felt like I had a heart of glass about to break

She said, "I love you no matter what
I just want you to be happy and always be who you are"
She wrapped her arms around me
Said, "Don’t try to be what you’re not
'Cause I love you no matter what" yeah

Now I’m a man and I’m so much wiser
I walk the earth with my head held higher
I got the love that I need
But I was still missing one special piece
My father looked at me

He said I love you no matter what
I just want you to be happy and always be who you are
He wrapped his arms around me
Said, "Don’t try to be what you’re not
'Cause I love you no matter what"
He loves me no matter what

They love me no matter what