Minggu, 01 April 2018

Admiration

Actually,  it feels weird of writing about personal life in this page but I found it was interesting reading my own page that already written in the past. It feels like " Wow, I've ever been through in this situation". There is no or rare readers show up here, and I dont really expected these ones. But now Iam not doing some "curcol" here,  I want to wrote some things who motivate me in nowadays.

Recently, I met someone who made me asking myself, "What was I doing during this 2 years? ". It get me motivated to do something to improve my life. Help me have willingness to chase mydream after. Thanks to him.

I have admired Hayley William for long time. She is the lead vocalist of Paramore Band. She already became a part of my emo teenager life 😊. Im falling in live with all the songs of paramore and get motivated by the story of her band journey. Hayley have been went through hard times in the beginning of her life and went along under pressure while singing and writing many great ever songs.

Most of their songs reflected about the story of their life and band journey. "Only exception" is one of my favorite songs tells about the brokenhome had hurt Hayley and even make her hard to believe about the love. "Emergency" makes me jump and sit calmly for being touched by the meaning inside the lyric. "Last hope", " Born for this", "When it rains", "Brick by boring brick" yeah I like most of the songs in their album "All we know falling" and "Riot".

 She has the same height with me; 1,57, Hah! 😀 The tiny girl with a great voice.

The great band which oftens changed the personnel. Even now Jeremy Davis left the band, he is one of the paramore founder. Paramore is then only Hayley and Taylor york before Zac Farro joined back as a drummer.

It is quite fun to find there are so many fan fiction in wattpad about Hayley and Taylor which is called Tayley as the title of the story. Thats love fan fiction story help me to imagine it will be wonderful if Taylor become Hayley "the only exception" instead of being with Chad her ex former husband. They look good together. Taylor is a attractive and funny guy, there are so many his funny moments in paramore concert video, they make me love Taylor too.

Paramore postponed the concert in Indonesia until August 2018 and I dont really care about it since I cant pay that expensive ticket 😁. I am also not really into the ther new album "After laughter". The album consist a pop songs that make me afraid will not see the rocker girl with a loud and high tone which always force me to sing as loud as her. But I am still being amazed with the deep meaning of the lyric in the new songs. I have read many pro and contra comments in the youtube about Paramore genre changes. Some of them said that Paramore deserved a change. I agree eventhough I dont really like the new songs. However, I have already listened some great song to help me motivated me through the hard times, thanks to you Paramore, thank you Hayley, thank you Josh Farro, thank you Jeremy Davis, thank you lovely Taylor York, thank you Zac farro.