So fuck*ng stressed studying English, the writing topic's just made me want to throw up whats inside my stomach. What am I doing right now? Studying, studying, s.t.u.d.y.i.n.g, for what? Sometimes I am afraid that I will give up, and all I will get be nothing.
What for? I have already had the job. that I want be settled in. Let me think.
Is it weird when you specify a fiction story as an inspiration for what are you going to do in your life? I know, its weird and inapproriate.
But I really like the character of tutor pleng in a Thailand movie. It was an old movie. The title movie was "I fine, Thank you, I love you", err am I wrong? Yeah the title just kinda like that.
The movie was about a life of an English tutor. I love how she managed a fun class for children, a semi serious class for adult. And I like the way she spoke English. She is really good to be a teacher. She can speak English slowly to her private student, but when she speak English normally, what a well pronunciation.
I would like to be like her in the future. Let me imagine, when I will be in the end of my twenty, I will stay in an apartment, teaching in my own course or in a college and of course, have a car 😀. Sometimes I could be an English interpreter, or a document translator. Im sure I will have very good allowance hahaha
Yet I need to study seriously to achieve that. I need to study a lot, lot, lots of study. L to the O the to the T, L.O.T.S
I should just uninstall webtoon, mobile legend, instagram, viu and use the time for studying. But, oh I was a zombie, attached on phone screen, just like others.
Even now Its normal to be addicted to smartphone, its not weird. The weird person is studying alone in a crowd. Ironic me, us human jaman now.
